Sunday, July 31, 2011


So today I worked offsite at a festival in my town. My town lays right next to a bay so we get a lot of the cold wind coming from it. Well all the vendors at the festival left their tents up over night and one lady nearby my tent had all of her display blown over and her tent pushed about 2 feet forward and her products strewn everywhere. I felt really bad for her and since my tent was already up and ready to go (Thanks to some amazing people next to me selling shaved ice. The man working there helped me set up my tent AND gave me some weights to anchor the tent down. Yesterday we had to take down our tent because it almost blew over.) I decided to help pick up her things so she wouldn't have to come here and see it like this. So I started to pick up her things off the ground and a couple other ladies helped me too but they gave up. I kept going until the woman and her assistant got there and then I helped them finish up their tent and display. It may be selfish of me to say this but it makes me really happy to help other people. I have been a really awful person to others in my life and it haunts me every single day. There's a picture on tumblr that describes what happens to me often.

I have picked on people who have had no reason to be picked on, said horrible things without thinking, and just all around been an awful person my entire life. I keep trying to do good for others but I fail and mess up and it's just a horrible horrible ordeal for me to replay all of these events over in my head. I'm trying to make up for all of the horrible things I've ever done to people. I don't really know how to though, and sometimes it keeps me up at night because I know these people probably hate me even if they act friendly towards me. I don't deserve it at all. I really don't even have any friends, most of the people on my facebook 'friendslist' probably don't think of me as a friend to be honest, and I wouldn't blame them. I was never a good person in high school. I'm not even that good of a friend now. I'm just trying so hard to be nice to others now but sometimes I feel like I shouldn't be nice just because I'm doing it for a very selfish reason.

Well, back to the story. The woman who I helped set up her tent gave me a free cup of fudge! It is watermelon flavored and really yummy, if not deadly sweet!

Haha. She was so nice and grateful for the help, I felt happy just helping her fix her tent up, but I'm so grateful for the gift as well. Haha, I basically had nothing but liquid sugar and water all day. I had to pee SO BAD but I was the only one at my booth. The nice guy I mentioned earlier watched my tent for me though. I'm so happy to be blessed by other people being so nice to me. I honestly don't deserve it at all. But, the more good things I do, I hope to repay all the people I've been a jerk to who never deserved it.


Thursday, July 28, 2011

back to school, ring the bell

School is only in a few weeks! Oh my god I am so nervous.

My schedule is Hip Hop Dance three times a week, Theory of Acting class twice a week, Criminal Justice, Yoga and Latin once a week.

I'm really nervous. I need to get my life together if I want to get into my dream school! I need a Yoga mat too, and dance shoes. I'll be studying a lot, that's for sure. The best thing about school though is that my dad leaves to teach tennis and I have the house to myself to take pictures for chictopia! C:

What are you taking next semester?  How do you feel you'll do?


Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Hey there, I'm alive!

I have recently gotten a tumblr so I've kinda been cheating on this blog. I also have been redditing too. I knew I was in love with reddit the first time I clicked on it. They were talking about Dunkaroos. I have remembered this snack fondly from my childhood, but I seem to be the only person who remembers them. It's driven me insane, but there it was, a topic on reddit talking about Dunkaroos. It had my heart from that moment. It's also a very nice news source, and has lots of subtopics. If you've never been there, check it out now:

I also have been trying to exercise a lot more! My dad moved the treadmill into my brothers old room so it's much nicer than starting it up downstairs and having your parents watch you work out hahaha. But yeah! There's also some kind of cardio buster thing my mom bought and never used so I use that to exercise my arms. I want to see if I can get a thigh gap! I think when my legs slim down I will have one, and that will be awesome. Just eating healthier in general makes me happy. Today I had a ham sandwich on oatnut bread, with lettuce, mustard, artichoke and garlic tapenade, pickles, tomato, pepper and a bit of salt. Strawberries and tater tots on the side.

Which reminds me, I made a new smoothie the other day! I made it for a little girl who came in asking for a smoothie we didn't have, and it's called Crazy Berry! I'll have to dedicate a post to all the smoothies I've created. I love making up new recipes, you can make so many different flavors! But anyways, I took home some of that smoothie and made it into popsicles. It was so yummy this morning as a treat!

I have one item for my giveaway prize pack! I'm excited for when I reach 5k views. I bet it would help a bit if I posted more...

I am now even more in love with Korean pop group miss A! They just recently released the video for their newest single Good-bye Baby and I love it so much!
I ordered their CD on ebay and it comes with a poster on the girls with their outfits from the music video.

I suppose that's all for now. I'm gonna go take my Netflixs disc down to the mailbox and then run for a bit. ;-; Sucks Netflix prices are going up, but they are forced to do it to deal with the movie companies raising their prices to stream and such.


Thursday, July 7, 2011


I have been putting off this post for so long just because I wanted it to be special, but I realized 100 is just a number I have to pass. So here's my post:

I just want to watch my few followers! You are wonderful and I am glad you enjoy my blog enough to follow it. And thanks to everyone who just stops by. It makes me smile reading my stats and seeing people stop by.

I am hoping to still do a giveaway at 5000 pageviews. I need to think of something nice to giveaway. Maybe a Coastal Scents palette? Or an Aldo/Jamba Juice giftcard? If you have any suggestions, let me know.

As for my life, I'm just hoping to have an amazing summer. I've been really amping up my diet by drinking water and eating lots of fruit and veggies. Work is always fun too. I've been in a super creative mood lately so I've been making up new smoothie recipes too. :P

This may be horrible of me to say, but I really want to get a ton of followers so I can get free things from Hahaha, it says if your blog gets 500 followers it will consider sponsoring you. I have been making a lot of outfits lately but I can't take pictures during the summer of all things because of my Dad being home and he is so nosy. Oh well! I actually did a photoshoot a few days ago with one outfit, I hope the pictures come out soon. :)

Here's to the rest of our lives!


Friday, July 1, 2011 ripping off Kate Nash?

I was browsing the site when I came upon this:


I can spot Kate's logo when I see it.

I dropped off the link on Kate blog, My Ignorant Youth, and we'll see what happens from here.
Makes you wonder what else they've taken for shirt prints.


While messing around on polyvore, I found this pair of designer platforms.

And I immediately remembered these:

I know it's not the first time this has happened in the fashion industry, but I think it's funny how I found two copies without even looking for them.