Thursday, July 29, 2010


It seems:

Like Hot Topic carries two things I need for cosplays; some boots, and a belt. However I'm going to see Drew tomorrow so I hope there's a mall near him. My coupon for half off an item only lasts until saturday when I work. :/

The boots are for Lucy Heartphilia, the belt for my Fem!Izaya/Kanra costume. 
I need to get paid again ;-;


Tuesday, July 27, 2010

I'm in a sloppy funk.

oh man:

I went to a party last night. It was good in the beginning, although way too crowded. I tried a cigarette, didn't like. I tried a hit of pot, didn't like. I'm just glad I at least tried it, because now I know I don't have to waste money on either, instead of buying a whole bit of one or the other and wasting it. So I slept today away. My camisole and vest is still at the party place. My friend suggested taking chictopia pics of our outfits but when I did hers she didn't reciprocate. It's whatever I guess.

Now to go find food and drink.


Saturday, July 24, 2010



I got an outfit in there eeeeeeee. >w<
I am so happy.

On to something.
I am in love with high waisted things.  I would really like a pair of high waisted swim bottoms!

Modcloth has some lovely ones, but they are way too expensive. American Apperal has some cheaper ones but I'm afraid they won't have my size. I basically want to cover up my fat hahaha.

I have a pair of high waisted lei shorts. And my pencil skirt. ugggh. I want low rise to die forever. I'm sick of having muffin top. 

viva la curves.


Tuesday, July 20, 2010



Oh hot damn this is an amazing picture taken of my friend Anthony and me during Fanime 2010. <3333
NaruHina yeah.

Good  pictures of me are my most favorite ever. ♥

Okay well anyways

see ya later.

Saturday, July 17, 2010


I'm so:

Tired of trying to remember how to format my posts. And not having anyone to take pictures of my outfits. And not wanting to draw. Ever since the zombie walk I feel well, like a zombie. Very depressed. I hate how I was doing so good and now it is all poop. :{

I need to lose at least 30 more pounds. I've already lost around 20. I can do this.

I wish my boyfriend would want a future with me.


Tuesday, July 13, 2010


Oh Dear:

I have not posted on here/chictopia in a long time. But this will soon change! Because not only am I posting here right now, but i bought two fabulous dresses from Wet Seal yesterday which I will style and find out how to do pictures with. I also have some designs I will post up here soon enough. In the meantime, please enjoy this line:

A cocaine airplane through crystallized skies.

see ya later.