Saturday, August 28, 2010


I am: 

feeling so much better since my last post thank god. Hopefully I will be getting some new clothes soon too! Hopefully I can find someone to take pictures of me in them though. :/
I'm worn at least 5 really cute outfits but I haven't been able to get someone to take pictures for me.

Anyways, I'm entering this giveaway!

Aww yeah.  


Tuesday, August 10, 2010

I hate myself.

I hate how fat I am. I hate it. You couldn't understand because you're skinny and always have been. I've had to fight for this. I lost 20 pounds for nothing. I'm still a huge whale cow monster. I hate you so much you don't even realize it. You're either my best friend or you're cold to me. You're so pretty and fun and you don't even see it. I resent you so much. I wish I were dead so I would never have to feel this way ever again.

God fuck everyone.

Monday, August 9, 2010

Next thing we're


My best friend Priscilla sent me this song and I'm so in love with it. It was featured in the movie Kick Ass, which I didn't see because I thought Hit Girl was a stupid character. But with a soundtrack like the one it has, I may over look it.

Also, her birthday is this saturday. Unfortunately, I will be on vacation with my boyfriend, Drew, during this weekend, and won't be able to share it with her. If Drew wasn't leaving to go to Oregon for college, I wouldn't go, but seeing as we've barely spent the summer together anyways... Ugh. i wish I could change a lot of different things I can't control.

Anyways. I got some new tights for my Yui costume!


A million and one times better than those other ones. I'm contemplating on whether I should remake the dress. We'll see on that. It looks fine, but it's quite short for what it should really bee. 

I also bought new wigs:  Rose 144 and Clover 2 from

Rose is going to be for my Taiga Aisaka cosplay, and Clover for my Kanra cosplay.

I'm excited, but I can't find a good jacket and belt for Kanra! it's frustrating me, since I only havea few more weeks for SacAnime. I haven't even started my Yui costume! Ugh. Theres a lot of things on my plate at the moment :C
I haven't really wanted to do anything lately. I've had a rough couple of weeks and my mood has been quite low, the lowest I can remember in a long while.I hope I don't need to restart therapy.