Sunday, June 26, 2011

When I reach 5000 pageviews, I will do a giveaway.

I really want to do a giveaway, I don't care if I barely have any followers.

I have yet to decide what I'll give away though. Any suggestions?


Friday, June 24, 2011

we have to go back

Today I did some island themed makeup. I fell in love with a minty teal shade on my coastal scents palette that someone at work complimented on, saying it was like mermaid makeup. So I went with the ocean them and made it island/Caribbean like. I hope you like it!

Products used:
Urban Decay Primer Potion
Coastal Scents 88 Original Palette (Think of it like battleship, horizontal as letters A-K, and vertical numbers 1-8)
- A1(White), E1(Minty Teal), D5(Dark Green Blue), E8(Deep Blue), B2(Yellow), K5(Bronze), C5 (Green)
Maybelline Colossal Volum Express in Classic Black
Wet N Wild Lipstick in 511B
e.l.f. Mineral Blush in Peachy
Flirt! Pressed Powder in China Doll Warm
Benefit You Rebel SPF 15 Tinted Moisturizer

Used a foundation brush to apply the tinted moisturizer then a wet sponge applicator for the powder. After putting on the primer, I used an angled brush to pat B2 in the inner corners of my eyes, then swiped it beneath my brow bone as well. A bit of A1 was added at the brow to tone down the yellow. I blended E1 with that and spread it all across my lid and a bit up over my crease.Then I used a precision brush and added D5 to my crease and then curved it in a sideways v shape to my upper lash line. I blended C5 over that to get a greenish tint. Then I wet my precision brush and added K5 under neath my lower lash line. I then took my angled brush and stuck on E8 at the outer corners of my eyes. I added on the mascara to my lower and top lashes, then used a lip brush to apply the lipstick. Just a very tiny bit of blush and voila!

Here's more pictures:


Thursday, June 23, 2011


I remember using this once for a JCPenny's/Macys/whatever contest long long ago. I rediscovered it and I fell in love all over again.

I love putting together outfits and ideas and I am having so much fun playing with it. I have three sets already.  Which is your favorite?


Full skirt, $215
Citizens of Humanity skinny leg jeans, $254
Suede heels, £4.99
Lace up wedge, $165
ASOS lace up shoes, $60
Elliott Lucca satchel bag, $189
Wool hat, $90
Two tone hat, $29
Forever21, $2.80
Ray-Ban wayfarer shades, $195
Miss Selfridge cream belt, £12
Long-Wear Gel Eyeliner - Eye pencils & liners - Make up - Beauty -, £5.11

Thouroughly Modern Minnie

Jaeger silk dress, £160
Sheer stocking, $28
Jeffrey Campbell wedge shoes, $126
Michael antonio shoes, $48
Zipper wallet, $58
Proenza Schouler leather satchel handbag, $1,225
Resin ring, $8
Resin ring, $8
Prada sunglasses, $290
Sheepskin glove, $40
Disney hair bands accessory, $19
Hair bands accessory, $9.99
Belt, $24

Sun bursts

BCBGeneration sleeveless top, $25
Supertrash bandeau top, €20
Short shorts, £20
Zara platform high heels, $100
Feather earrings, £4
Ring, $2.99
TopShop cocktail ring, $28
Vintage sunglasses, £6.18
Wayfarer sunglasses, £15
Burt's Bees Mango Lip Balm, $5
Buy Maybelline The Colossal - Waterproof Volum' Express Mascara, Very..., $7.99


Wednesday, June 22, 2011

I can see again!

I just got my new glasses today.

Like A

my reaction to seeing my face again
Yuck lol.
Oh my god I can see so many details uuuuugh going back to bed I am cramping goodnight.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Barely made it!

Link to my new vlog post.

Oh man today was crazy. Now it's time to chillax. I just found this beautiful songstress named Orla on youtube. Have a listen.

oh my god girl crush @_@♥


Monday, June 20, 2011

fuck you google

gdi why did this get brought up to the top. :|

Almost lost my whole blog because of fucking google making everything need to be attached to a google account. I already lost my youtube account because I can't get into it. I'm just sick and fucking miserable and he's happy and he doesn't care at all. I hate it I'm either bawling or empty or brazenly stupid and egotistical and just stupid stupid stupid. My parents are deciding to be actual parents now and make me make my bed and keep everything off the floor and its fucking hilarious. All I want to do is off myself be to fucking rid of them. I fucking want boyfriends all the time so I have a reason not to kill myself. That's really it. Because without someone like that I'm just a waste. Money space air time. They make life more bearable and I finally found one guy who treated me wonderfully but he had to go and just stop liking me. How do you stop liking someone that fast. I could tell for weeks though so I guess it wasn't fast. But it was just pathetic/ridiculous how much he wanted me in the beginning so my ego has just been crushed to bits. I like how I'm more heartbroken over a guy I dated for a month than for two years. Just thinking back on all the little things. I should've went over to clean up his uncles house. I should've let him buy me the fucking Diana camera. I shouldn't have got drunk and told him I loved him then kept going with it til I did. I shouldn't have been myself basically cause that's when he stopped liking me. It'd be a lot better to be someone else anyways, I'm not that great. I don't even know who the fuck I am, such a deceiving little miserable fuck. I really just want him back. What the fuck did you mean by those songs? Do you want me back or not? Are you sad or not? I can't even trust you cause you made all these stupid little white lies over dumb ass shit. Fuck you, fuck third eye blind, fuck me. Just please fuck me I'm fucked fucked fucked.

you're a salty water ocean wave


I've had this song on repeat for a while. Gwen Stefani has been one of my idols since Tragic Kingdom. I adore her.

I went to audition for a film today! It's a short comedy, and I am very excited for learning whether or not I got the part. The character I auditioned for is named Lydia. After my audition I spent a little bit of time in Berkeley. It is so hot out, so I came home in the hopes of getting my friend to go to the beach with me, but she hasn't even returned my text yet.  :C

Coming close to my 100th post! I wish I had more watchers. I want to do a giveaway when I reach about 50 or 100.


Tuesday, June 14, 2011

DJearworm is a hero

Each mix gets better. This guy has amazing talent at mixing.
I want to dance to him live SO BAD.

He just released his new summer concert mix, Party On The Floor today. It makes me want to dance like mad. Enjoy!

My favorite mixes from DJEarworm:

Free At Night

Nelly's voice just hypnotizes me, and I love the feel of the mix.

Like, OMG Baby

His other summer concert mix. From Ke$ha's commanding voice in the beginning, it just freaking RULES AGH.

No More Gas

One of his earliest mixes. I can't even talk about these things anymore, you just have to listen for yourself.

Beautiful Mashup

Here's to Sean's speedy recovery from his crash last month. <3


Tropical Tuesday

This is my latest vlog entry. It's short but I hope you enjoy it nonetheless!
I really hope to take pictures of this outfit soon! I love this bright yellow... thing.

gpoy alert


Friday, June 10, 2011

Pink Friday

First makeup post eee.
So I based this off of Keiko Lynns portrayal of a makeup look Adele featured in a magazine. But I wanted to go a bit more feminine and use the pink colors from my new Coastal Scents palette.

Products used:
Urban Decay Primer Potion
Coastal Scents 88 Original Palette (Think of it like battleship, horizontal as letters A-K, and vertical numbers 1-8)
- A1(white), A4(soft beige), G2(princess pink), G7(fuschia), H6(rusty brown), K5(bronze)
Hot Topic Eyeliner in White
Maybelline Colossal Volum Express in Classic Black
Sally Girl Lipstick, 388363

So I patted on the primer first, then dusted the A4 color all over my lid and brow bone. I took G2 and formed the trapezoid shape from about the middle of my eye to a little over the outer edge of my eye. I blended on a tiny bit of G7 from my lashes to about where my crease is to intensify the pink, since the color was too soft on its own.
I further added depth to the color by patting on the H6 in the very outer corner of my eye. Then a little A1 in the inner corners of my eyes and on my brow bones. I lined my waterline with the white liner and then put on the mascara to see if I needed liner or not. I decided to just warm up the pink by adding K5 to the inner side of my lids.
Then I curled my lashes and put on the lipstick. I didn't want a nude color, but just something to enhance my own lip color. I love the Sally's lipsticks. They are really cheap but they feel so nice on your lips.

Sorry for the shitty quality pictures, my camera was just not picking up any color or the pics were blurry. :I
I'll try and fix it later.
I hope you like the look!



Sample size - Zany


Tuesday, June 7, 2011


So I decided to participate in a collaborative blog channel this summer. It's between 4 other people and I'm excited to see what comes from it!

Here is the link to our channel:

I'm gonna be posting every tuesday, so stay tuned!


Monday, June 6, 2011

Cosplay Agenda

Now that Fanime is over it's time to think of new costumes for next year. lol

So far I have ordered a cosplay for Sawako from Kimi Ni Todoke, which should be coming soon in the mail.

I am also hoping to do Utena finally, since this year was a bust. And I also want to do Juri from Yu Yu Hakusho. I remember an old friend (who I happened to see at Fanime, didn't talk to her though as I was at a gathering) and I used to be really into this show, and we wanted to cosplay the two Demon Tournament announcers. I would like to do either girl, but Juri's costume is so much more fun.

Also another character I would like to do is Kanae from 5 Centimeters Per Second. I have never seen the movie but our hair is similar and it would be a fun photoshoot for the fountains at Fanime.
I just watched the movie last night. ;__________;

Okay enough nerdiness.


Sunday, June 5, 2011

The more experiments you make the better.

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

I tried to make some 7-Up lemony limey cupcakes today. I failed, but I had fun, nonetheless. At least until my parents came home.


Saturday, June 4, 2011

Dimatteo update

I took the shoes to Aldo and got them stretched! They fit now eeee I'm so happy. I might wear them out today. Still debating on it. I'll at least take pictures in a bit.

To think I graduated one year ago is nuts. Everything was so much more different than now. A lot more things set in stone. Haha, actually, almost everything is different now since graduating. I don't know if it's for the best or not. Actually it was.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

fanimecon 2011


I would like to tell you guys everything I did but unfortunately I don't think I can legally do that.

So as I find pictures of myself, I'll just post them here.



courtesy of westcowing10


Fanime was just what I needed. ♥