Wednesday, April 27, 2011

If hornets were chasing us, I'd trip you.

That's how I feel about most everyone today.

AGH


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Monday, April 25, 2011

trials and tribulations



Heels: Kohls
Knee-highs: style-gaga on eBay
Dress: Wet Seal
Blazer: Thrifted
Belt: Wet Seal
Necklace: Aldo
Dogtag: Boyfriend

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Sunday, April 24, 2011

Believing.

I believe in a God. Whoever they are, they want me here. They saved my life for a reason, and now it is my mission to make something of my life for them. I believe they want me to try my best all the time and to the best that I can, and it's okay if I fail or mess up sometimes. As long as I keep trying with all that I am, that God will be proud of me. There may be a heaven, there may be a hell, and there may be nothing. Regardless, we should live our lives just to live, not for the fear of what may come from our choices. It's you who has to live with what you choose to do each and everyday. And they don't judge people, they only love; Love is the strongest tool they have. Things happen for a reason, even if you don't understand the reason why.

That's my rambling for today. Enjoy your Easter!

seeyoulater.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Wet 'n' Wild Lipsticks

For only 99 cents, these things are awesome. I bought two new colors yesterday, 519A which is a bright red and I accidentally bought two tubes of 511B, which is a bright pink/fuchsia color. It's cool though because the color is gorgeous!

It goes on smooth and silky, and it lasts not amazingly long, but long enough for me to be impressed when considering the price.

I'm really excited for bold lips this season. I think they are so pretty, not very conventional when with the boyfriend though! ;P

Pics in a bit, my hair is still drying from my shower.

So I accidentally left my camera at someone else's house the other night. :X I hope it didn't get thrown out on accident, it was in a plastic bag. Enjoy the laptop photos though!


 519A



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Friday, April 22, 2011

i'm just a holy fool









Hat - Kohl's
Shirt - Boyfriend
Shorts - Forever 21
Boots - Wet Seal
Dogtag - Boyfriend
Necklace - Aldo

Outdoor photos courtesy of the beau.

seeyalater.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

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This wasn't supposed to hurt me.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Will update as seen fit.

last update - 6-9-11
new

Bottom to top.

Worry About You - 2AM Club
If you're Wondering If I Want You To (I Want You To) - Weezer
Jesus Stole My Girlfriend - Violent Soho
White Houses - Vanessa Carlton
We Walk - Ting Tings
Feel It In my Bones - Tiesto feat. Tegan and Sara
Never Let You Go - Third Eye Blind
How's It Going To Be - Third Eye Blind
Nineteen - Tegan and Sara
Back In Your Head - Tegan and Sara
Alligator - Tegan and Sara
Call It Off - Tegan and Sara
Tell Me Why - Taylor Swift
Dirty Picture - Taio Cruz Featuring Ke$ha
Kiss Me - Sixpence None The Richer
Start Again  - Sam Tsui
Beast Of Burden - The Rolling Stones
Arabesque (Lykke Li Remix) - Robbie Z-S
Be My Escape - Relient K
Super Bass - Nicki Minaj
Hourglass - Mindy Gledhill
Gone In September - Mike Posner
Please Don't Go - Mike Posner
It's You - Michelle Branch
Never Gonna Leave This Bed - Maroon 5
Starstrukk - Marina and The Diamonds
Heart Skips A Beat - Lenka
Judas - Lady Gaga
Cannibal - Ke$ha
Mannequin - Katy Perry
Not Like The Movies - Katy Perry
Firework - Katy Perry
Teenage Dream - Katy Perry
Stitching Leggings - Kate Nash
I Hate Seagulls - Kate Nash
Nicest Thing - Kate Nash
Skeleton Song - Kate Nash
Birds  - Kate Nash
If You Don't Wanna Love Me - James Morrison
You Give Me Something - James Morrison
God Save The Foolish Kings  - House of Heroes
Prove You Wrong - He Is We
Happily Ever After - He Is We
Cupids Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes
So I Thought - Flyleaf
Kiss With A Fish - Florence and The Machine
Howl - Florence and The Machine
Swan Song - A Fine Frenzy
Happier - A Fine Frenzy
Rocketeer - Far East Movement
Don't Look Now - Far East Movement fearturing Keri Hilson
Here Comes The Rain Again - Eurythmics
I Do - Colbie Callait
Miley Cyrus Medley - Christina Grimmie/Kurt Schneider
I Want You To Want Me - Cheap Trick
Bass Down Low (Proper Villians Remix) - The Cataracts/Dev
She Doesn't Mean A Thing - Casey Shea
The Lazy Song - Bruno Mars
First Date - blink 182
I Miss You - blink 182
Just Can't Get Enough - The Black Eyed Peas
My Love - The Bird And The Bees
Don't You Want Me  - Atomic Tom
Chick Habit - April March
Jamba Juice Love Song - Alex Hobbs
Love Song  - Adele
Lunchlady Land - Adam Sandler

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Jury Duty

I was summoned for jury duty today but I was excused from being used. I was really nervous/scared. I don't think I'm ready for being on a jury yet. Much more living and learning to do for me. I didn't get my paycheck today! I was actually supposed to get it yesterday. :[   I'm gonna go check on it when I stop by work.

I really like these two songs:





seeyalater.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Cover Me

I've been listening to cover songs on the Billboard youtube channel all morning. I love cover songs, it's a fun way to pay tribute and create a new meaning for songs, which I am all about.



I remember listening to her song I Am Not A Robot when she was an itunes discovery download. She has a very nice voice. And I love her outfit! Socks and heels yeaaaah.




That guitar/bass is so sexy. .-.




This is my favorite of the ones I will be posting; Marina is a close second.  I just love the tribal/indigenous feel Flo has to her songs. Plus I loved to sing this song when I was younger.  Florence is undeniably a powerhouse of talent. I'm in lesbians with her.




Her voice is soulful and sassy without the crazy dance beat. I love her voice! It's so clear.




This song reminds me of my childhood. My mom listens to country, and I grew up on it. Shania is an excellent song writer, and Charice's sweet voice adds a younger innocence and honesty to it.

Enjoy the songs!

seeyalater.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Lately I realized how I have not been saying thank you enough when people do something for me. It's really embarrassing. I used to be so withdrawn, reserved, and quiet and now that I am being more self confident and upbeat I'm scared I'm turning into a douche. But I am always grateful and thankful for all the people in my life, so here's all the thanks I need to give out.


First I would like to thank all of my family. They have been so supportive and kind to me when I pushed them away. I love all of you, even though you may never see this. I regret this, because I feel like I could use your support still now, but I pushed you all away too much and I don't deserve it.

I would also like to thank all my wonderful friends, new and old. I have been truly blessed to have been able to share precious moments with all the people I've met. I only wish to be a better friend to you all. More specifically out of my friends, I'd like to thank everyone from the cast and crew of Human Root. This has been one of the most wonderfully exciting and fun things I have ever done. I wish that filming would never end so that I could keep seeing everyone all the time. I am deeply grateful for all your kindness and the fun times we have had on set and at base. Here's to more!

I am also grateful for Mrs. Woo, my first grade teacher, and all the little kids in her class. I feel so horrible that I have not been able to come by and see you all. I also feel so guilty for not writing a thank you note for those lovely earrings the class got me for Christmas. I wish I had more time to see you all and volunteer. To be honest if I really tried, I could make time, and that's what makes me feel the worst.

I'm eternally thankful to God for letting me live.

I'm thankful for my goofball of a boyfriend. I finally found a good one. Gentleman, hellraiser, patient, loving, and a huge ball of sunshine. I hope in the remaining days we share I make you the happiest.

I'm also thankful for all of my friends online in LSG and HaHa. I hate that I keep losing those god damn letters hahaha. I promise I will get them out someday soon! Thank you for all your support. I really do appreciate you all.

Finally, I'm thankful for all of you readers. Even if you aren't a follower, and just happen upon this post, thank you very much.


seeyoulater.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

I feel so Audrey Hepburn right now.




Decided to trim my Bieber cut. I miss it ridiculously. Also my bangs look funny. :<

We'll let it grow out though. I just came back from having dinner at my boyfriends restaurant. It was really really good, and like a freaking dork he sent me a bowl of ice cream from the kitchen. Aggggh I'm so ridiculously lucky to have this fool. Tomorrow I go back to school UGH I wish spring break was this week. Well at least Nick and I have the same week off. Fun fun fun fun. I'm gonna have to go insane making my costumes next week though. And I also have filming this friday eeeee. I'm so excited for my birthday.

People have been asking me what I want. I can only really think of a few things. Money/giftcards, Tangled on DVD, getting my teeth whitened, or a long board.  I really want to learn how to long board. I think it'd be fun! I won't be wearing heels as much though. Okay, I should clean my room now.


seeyalater.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

wubwubwubwub




 My boyfriend said I reminded him of this song. I never really cared for dubstep, because I hate dancing to it at clubs. I'm starting to enjoy it as just for listening though lately. I went to The Crib in SF on Thursday. I danced in the GoGo cages and was in a Britney Spears danceoff but I lost. Oh well. I had hella fun, and that's all that matters.



I wish I could do makeup like my friend. She's pretty fuckin' boss at it. I don't have any good eye shadow palettes though. I kinda want a coastal scents palette. Agh birthday decisions. My birthday is in one week exactly. I want to get my teeth whitened for my birthday. And I want lots of makeup. Anyways, I need to go feast. I'm starving.


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Monday, April 4, 2011

take a bite of my heart tonight

Hi Jaime.
I have a pretty fucking awesome boyfriend. I'm so happy for spring too because MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP YEAAAH.




Blouse: thrifted
Shorts: Old Navy
Shoes: Stolen from my Mom
Headband: Icings
Necklace: Aldo
Dogtag: Jacked from Boyfriend

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