I hate how fat I am. I hate it. You couldn't understand because you're skinny and always have been. I've had to fight for this. I lost 20 pounds for nothing. I'm still a huge whale cow monster. I hate you so much you don't even realize it. You're either my best friend or you're cold to me. You're so pretty and fun and you don't even see it. I resent you so much. I wish I were dead so I would never have to feel this way ever again.
God fuck everyone.