womp

I am: 

feeling so much better since my last post thank god. Hopefully I will be getting some new clothes soon too! Hopefully I can find someone to take pictures of me in them though. :/

I'm worn at least 5 really cute outfits but I haven't been able to get someone to take pictures for me.

Anyways, I'm entering this giveaway!

http://kawaiifactory-shop.blogspot.com/2010/08/giveaway.html

Aww yeah.  

seeyalater.

I hate myself.

I hate how fat I am. I hate it. You couldn't understand because you're skinny and always have been. I've had to fight for this. I lost 20 pounds for nothing. I'm still a huge whale cow monster. I hate you so much you don't even realize it. You're either my best friend or you're cold to me. You're so pretty and fun and you don't even see it. I resent you so much. I wish I were dead so I would never have to feel this way ever again.

God fuck everyone.

Next thing we're

Touching:

My best friend Priscilla sent me this song and I'm so in love with it. It was featured in the movie Kick Ass, which I didn't see because I thought Hit Girl was a stupid character. But with a soundtrack like the one it has, I may over look it.

Also, her birthday is this saturday. Unfortunately, I will be on vacation with my boyfriend, Drew, during this weekend, and won't be able to share it with her. If Drew wasn't leaving to go to Oregon for college, I wouldn't go, but seeing as we've barely spent the summer together anyways... Ugh. i wish I could change a lot of different things I can't control.

Anyways. I got some new tights for my Yui costume!

HURRAY

A million and one times better than those other ones. I'm contemplating on whether I should remake the dress. We'll see on that. It looks fine, but it's quite short for what it should really bee. 

I also bought new wigs:  Rose 144 and Clover 2 from shop.cosplay.com.

Rose is going to be for my Taiga Aisaka cosplay, and Clover for my Kanra cosplay.

I'm excited, but I can't find a good jacket and belt for Kanra! it's frustrating me, since I only havea few more weeks for SacAnime. I haven't even started my Yui costume! Ugh. Theres a lot of things on my plate at the moment :C
I haven't really wanted to do anything lately. I've had a rough couple of weeks and my mood has been quite low, the lowest I can remember in a long while.I hope I don't need to restart therapy.

seeyalater.