Monday, February 28, 2011


So we got done filming half of the movie/film/other synonym I was in this weekend. The crew was amazing. Everyone was so nice and fun. I loved all of the personalities I met. Also singing KeyDollarSignHah after scenes. Best cast and crew forever.

So much fun. I can't wait to continue shooting. I'm totally drained though, not ready for my classes tonight.


Thursday, February 24, 2011

busy as fuck.

Working 8 hours shifts today and tomorrow, trying to cram lines of dialogue into my brain, doing all my homework, dealing with the thoughts and memories and shitty friends, trying to become normal again. I will be filming all saturday and sunday, with some extra scenes later next month. I have a math test on monday, and I'm really far behind on homework. I've been waking up around 5-6 am these last few days and can't fall back to sleep. I need to return a tunic I bought before it's too late. I need to buy heels I can run in without looking like an injured duck. I need to get false numbers NAILS wow see how much math is controlling my thoughts?
I want to party. I want to go clubbing/dancing.
I want my math class to be canceled on monday.


Wednesday, February 16, 2011

I was doing so good.

I feel like I could throw up, but I'm not so lucky.


I got a part in a student film!

My friend is the director. I'm really excited for it!
I got the role of Nadine.
I get to sledgehammer a guys leg. B)

I'll let you know how it goes.


Sunday, February 13, 2011

don't look now




Wednesday, February 9, 2011

I just got dumped

Last night.
Over text.



Friday, February 4, 2011

Somewhere that's green

First here's my newest favorite song:
English Cover


So my friend likes to sometimes post about interior design aspects she likes. I thought I would post some things I'd want in my own home someday.


Hammocks. It would be so relaxing to sit in a hammock indoors (or out) and read or listen to music. Especially in a nice open room. Perhaps some potted plants around to give it a nice naturalistic feel. My family has an old rinky hammock that's been weathered from well, weather. I loved to use it, especially in the sunny summer days where I can be lazy. If I did have a hammock in my house, I would also want:


A window on the roof. I think they're really cute, plus they bring in a lot of light more so than normal wall windows I think. Plus I would want a way to get on the roof, because I definitely want a flat part to my roof to sunbathe/chillax/danceparty on. 


I would love to put up decals/deisgns all throughout my house. I'm really inspired by All the cute little projects she does make me want to do something nice too. She does a lot of cutsey projects. I especially love this one. Maybe I'm biased because I've never really been in real snow, but I think this would be cute to surprise that special someone with.

So far that's all I've got. 


Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Class in 40 minutes.

I slept maybe 2 hours this monring, then worked for 7 hours. Now I have class from 6 to 9. Fuckkkk.

So that Simca costume wouldn't fit me, but it's alright since the colors on it were wrong and I could make the dress for a LOOOOT cheaper but the girl had an awesome hat and goggles which I really wanted :[
But Utennaaaaa I'm so excited for that costume.

I can never spell the word 'supposed' right. I do double s's instead of double p's. I'm gonna be drawing a lot more, hopefully. I really want to go clubbing again. I've been listening to straight BPM radio on Sirius XM. It just feels so good to listen to it.