Sometimes I wish I was like Mariella

My pretty baby girl.

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im so scared

That I think I'm falling.

the greatest thing you'll ever learn

don't you dare let me start to do that

my poor abandoned blog.

 

Dress: Wet Seal

Skirt: Kohls Elle collection

Tights: eBay

Heels: Kohls xhiliration

Necklace: Aldo

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Rooters4Life

So we got done filming half of the movie/film/other synonym I was in this weekend. The crew was amazing. Everyone was so nice and fun. I loved all of the personalities I met. Also singing KeyDollarSignHah after scenes. Best cast and crew forever.

So much fun. I can't wait to continue shooting. I'm totally drained though, not ready for my classes tonight.

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busy as fuck.

Working 8 hours shifts today and tomorrow, trying to cram lines of dialogue into my brain, doing all my homework, dealing with the thoughts and memories and shitty friends, trying to become normal again. I will be filming all saturday and sunday, with some extra scenes later next month. I have a math test on monday, and I'm really far behind on homework. I've been waking up around 5-6 am these last few days and can't fall back to sleep. I need to return a tunic I bought before it's too late. I need to buy heels I can run in without looking like an injured duck. I need to get false numbers NAILS wow see how much math is controlling my thoughts?
I want to party. I want to go clubbing/dancing.
I want my math class to be canceled on monday.

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I was doing so good.

I feel like I could throw up, but I'm not so lucky.

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I got a part in a student film!

http://humanrootmovie.webs.com/index.htm

My friend is the director. I'm really excited for it!
I got the role of Nadine.
I get to sledgehammer a guys leg. B)

I'll let you know how it goes.

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don't look now

NEW HAIR NEW HAIR NEW HAIR

uguuuuuuuu~


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I just got dumped

Last night.
Over text.


:(

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Somewhere that's green

First here's my newest favorite song:

Japanese

English Cover

Enjoy!

So my friend likes to sometimes post about interior design aspects she likes. I thought I would post some things I'd want in my own home someday.

 

from stylehive.com

Hammocks. It would be so relaxing to sit in a hammock indoors (or out) and read or listen to music. Especially in a nice open room. Perhaps some potted plants around to give it a nice naturalistic feel. My family has an old rinky hammock that's been weathered from well, weather. I loved to use it, especially in the sunny summer days where I can be lazy. If I did have a hammock in my house, I would also want:

from fakro.co.uk

A window on the roof. I think they're really cute, plus they bring in a lot of light more so than normal wall windows I think. Plus I would want a way to get on the roof, because I definitely want a flat part to my roof to sunbathe/chillax/danceparty on. 

from dalidecals.wordpress.com

I would love to put up decals/deisgns all throughout my house. I'm really inspired by colormekatie.blogspot.com.  All the cute little projects she does make me want to do something nice too. She does a lot of cutsey projects. I especially love this one. Maybe I'm biased because I've never really been in real snow, but I think this would be cute to surprise that special someone with.

So far that's all I've got. 

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Class in 40 minutes.

I slept maybe 2 hours this monring, then worked for 7 hours. Now I have class from 6 to 9. Fuckkkk.

So that Simca costume wouldn't fit me, but it's alright since the colors on it were wrong and I could make the dress for a LOOOOT cheaper but the girl had an awesome hat and goggles which I really wanted :[
But Utennaaaaa I'm so excited for that costume.



I can never spell the word 'supposed' right. I do double s's instead of double p's. I'm gonna be drawing a lot more, hopefully. I really want to go clubbing again. I've been listening to straight BPM radio on Sirius XM. It just feels so good to listen to it.

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Rollerblading and art.

So I decided to buy a costume I've always wanted: Simca from Air Gear.

 

Basically she's a bad ass. Rollerblades and starts shit and doesn't give a fuck.

This also means I have to learn how to roller blade too though. :{ I can do it if I believe~

Also, I drew my first piece of art since finding my tablet pen:

Fionna and Cake, the canon genderbent versions of Finn and Jake of the cartoon Adventure Time.
THEY'RE SO CUTE ASDFG.

Too excited for my costume to get here.

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Fanime!

I decided I will go! Screw everything else, I want to have fun!

I have a room to stay in already, plus my pass for the days. I've already asked for it off for work so I think I'll be good to go.

For my costumes, I will be taking my Hinata costume and maaaybe my Yui costume. I need to get contacts for Hinata, and I need to get proper shoes and remake the hairpiece for Yui.

For some NEW costumes, I am considering making Utenas duelist outfit from Revolutionary Girl Utena/Shoujo Kakumei Utena.

Utena has always been one of my favorite characters. I love her strength, wit, and charm. I've always wanted to cosplay her! I hope I can do her justice.

 

If there ever was an anime character I had to choose for a twin, it'd be Lucy Heartphilia from Fairy Tail. She loves books and writes herself, as I do. She also uses astrological signs for her 'fighters', and I love astrology. In love with being in love and her attitude in general is so like me it's crazy. I'm so excited to cosplay her.

Both these two characters I want to do absolutely perfect. I'm already looking into getting Utena's rapier commissioned, and I know a good seller for Lucy's set of keys. 

fffff so much money but it's all worth it.

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(2 years.)

Today marks two years ago when I accidentally forced my (now) boyfriend to ask me out. It was actually the first day I met him as well! So much has happened since then, we even both look completely different (him cutting his hair, me with my style). Unfortunately he is in Oregon taking his midterm right now and he can't get Dead Space 2. Haha. I will be going up to see him for Valentines weekend though. Very very excited for that( AND DOUGHNUTS).

I invented my own signature smoothie today at work too! Oh damn this is so good. It's peach juice, low calorie dairy base, strawberries and peaches. I call it Peachy Keen! It tastes like peach yogurt, the low cal base makes it nice and creamy. I'm so happy I finally have my own concoction. :3

I have creative writing class tonight. Debating on whether or not I should go visit my old creative writing teacher/mentor at my high school today. We'll see. Well I'm gonna go chill.


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Catching up on movies

So I finally watched Paranormal Activity and Toy Story 3.

Unfortunately I made the mistake of watching P.A. at 10 pm, which scared me so much even Cha Cha could not cheer me up. I eventually fell asleep, and decided to watch Toy Story 3, which made me bawl my eyes out. Two very different emotions in the time span of 12 hours.

The reason I got to watch these movies is because I got a free one month trial of netflix. I hope that my mom will continue to buy it for me, because I honestly don't want to pay for it. I mean, it's not like I normally spend a lot of money on other things, I just feel like if the whole family is enjoying it I shouldn't have to pay it all. As selfish as that seems, I don't really care.

I am disappointed in the lack of free things I can watch on demand. For a company that wants to steer people away from using the DVDs, they sure aren't giving much of a selection to watch online. :/

Oh well, free movies are free movies. I watched all 5 seasons of Weeds (season 6 wasn't available for instant watch ) plus those two movies and The Princess and The Frog.  Debating whether or not to watch Human Centipede. I'll let you know.


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I hate missing 11:11.

:|


Anyways, hello again! I'm currently buying my amtrak ticket to visit my boyfriend in Oregon. He goes to Uni. of Oregon and his apartment is in the best location ever. Close to VOODOO DOUGHNUTS the coolest fuckin' doughnut shop you will ever go to. Take a look at the menu! I have been waiting for the day I get to go have one of their deliciously quirky doughnuts for about a year now since I first heard of it through a friend. Not only that but I get my Ho-Oh back from him that he hijacked so long ago. I'm just most excited to see him. We were already long distance to begin with but we could still see each other once a week, now we have to wait weeks/months.

I also got my debit card rejected for the first time. It just recently put on a bunch of charges I already thought it had. It was really embarrassing, but at least it was at work where I am loved and adored. ;-;

I need to find a tripod, or even a good place to take pictures of my outfits. I miss taking them. I figure I've starved for long enough. Time for toast.

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Back to School

I just had my first classes of the new semester yesterday. I'm taking Performance for Cameras, Intermediate Math, Intro. To Govt. and Politics, and Creative Writing.

I had my acting and math classes yesterday. I'm really nervous for my math class, just because math has never been my strength, plus the class seems so demanding. But I will push through it as hard as I can. My acting class is cool. There's a lot of strong personalities in there but that's obviously because of the competitive nature of the game. I hope I don't get annoyed with anyone.

For picking out my classes late I got a pretty sweet schedule. I have only three days of class, Monday three classes (acting, math and politicalsci.) Tuesday is Creative Writing, and Wednesday is Math and acting again. My earliest class doesn't even start until 11. Yup, I think I can do this.

I really have to decide on a major though. I wish I had someone to help guide me. Lol, perhaps a guidance counselor?

Hope you have a good day!

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Review: Clinique Chubby Stick Moisturizing Lip Colour Balm

Damn that's a mouthful.

So I saw this ad in Seventeen magazine for for their new moisturizing lip color, and I wanted to try it out. I originally wanted to get the Woppin' Watermelon cause I wanted all the boys to have crushes but it was already out of stock. :{

I ordered the Chunky Cherry instead from their website, along with a few other things I won't review.

Here are some pictures:

My lips before, sorry for the herp derp faces, but it wouldn't pick up the actual color of my lips when I smiled.

 

This is the package it came in:

Here's the actual stick:

 

Looks just like the ad!

In action!:

 

It feels very nice going on, just like a balm should. I put it on this morning for work, and it was gone after 8.5 hours, but I tried to lick it all off and the color dulled a bit but stayed still pretty well. However when I wiped it off with toilet paper, it came off pretty easy. But it doesn't leave any weird coloring around the lips, or on the lips.

It is very lightweight, and soft. It took about, 3 coats on the bottom lip, and detailing it in on the top lip to make it that color above. It really depends on how you like it, as it looks good as a sheer one coat as well.

However, the first time I tried it on, my lips were really dry, and it showed the cracking a bit, so I suggest not trying to use it as a fix for cracked lips.

So far I'm really satisfied with it. :)

Let me know if you decide to get one!

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Goodbye.

It's always the hardest thing to say.


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